I don't think I've ever posted a family picture. Here are two taken on Easter Sunday.

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My first blog post was about wondering if I should have another baby. And here I am 2 years later posting a picture of my two children. I am so in love with my little guy! I didn't think it was possible to love another as much as my first, but was I ever wrong!

He is keeping me very busy, but I wouldn't have it any other way. My family is finally complete!

Today I took dd to the ENT to have her tonsils checked. Her ped informed me during her last physical that her tonsils where enlarged. Well the ENT took one quick look at her throat and listened to her breathing and told me that her tonsils and adenoids (sp?) have to come out. My poor baby has such a hard time breathing especially when she's sleeping that I know it's the right thing to do.

The surgery is scheduled for January 31. Please keep her in your prayers.

That's the question that's been haunting me for days. I have a beautiful 5-year-old daughter, she's everything I ever dreamed of, so why am I having these feelings again?

We never actually decided that she would be an only, but as the years passed it just seemed easier to accept she would be. I've never felt the overwhelming desire to have another the way I did when TTC her. The thought of starting all over again and dealing with guilt about time being taken away from her is...