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i'm pregnant...yes. it's wonderful. yet...it brings out such a piggy fat man in me! ugh! i crave donuts and ice cream...and queso from chili's. maybe it's because i've deprived myself for so long....maybe it's b/c the devil lives in me...i don't know! but it's making me mad! i've already gained over 10 pounds in 15 weeks!!!! ( 10 pounds i sweated off and lived in the gym to lose in the spring. ) i can't keep giving into these cravings from hell! i can't! if i do, i'll be 60 pounds heavier ...