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i'm pregnant...yes. it's wonderful. yet...it brings out such a piggy fat man in me! ugh! i crave donuts and ice cream...and queso from chili's. maybe it's because i've deprived myself for so long....maybe it's b/c the devil lives in me...i don't know! but it's making me mad! i've already gained over 10 pounds in 15 weeks!!!! ( 10 pounds i sweated off and lived in the gym to lose in the spring. ) i can't keep giving into these cravings from hell! i can't! if i do, i'll be 60 pounds heavier ...

You Are a Capitalist Republican



Money makes your world go round - and it's no surprise that you always vote your wallet.
You're financially successful (or plan to be), and your agenda is low tax and pro business.
You don't get fired up about abortion... but mention capital gains tax, and you go crazy.
You want government to be as small as possible - and ...

READING MY PAST FEW BLOGS...I REALIZE WE'VE BEEN TTC#2 FOR A YEAR! WOW!!!! OKAY, SO I'M PREGNANT RIGHT NOW. GOT THAT? RIGHT NOW! BETAS GOING CRAZY...NOT DOWN...BUT NOT UP LIKE THEY SHOULD. I'M 7 WEEKS TODAY...AND WILL GET ANOTHER BETA RESULT TOMORROW. PRAYING FOR A GREAT NUMBER...BUT PREPARED FOR THE WORST. I GUESS THAT'S WHAT IF DOES TO YA...MAKES YOU A LIL' PESSIMIST WHEN IT COMES TO FAMILY-BUILDING. I'VE GOT FAITH, THOUGH, THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. I'LL EVENTUALLY HAVE ...

well, still trying this baby #2 thing as christian (ds) enters the terrible 2's a tad early! he's really a stink-pot these days...but the sweetest stinker alive! i love that kid!!!! he's growing too fast, which makes me feel rushed to get pregnant w/ another. so scary and frustrating. am i ovulating? am i pregnant? where's af? stupid body of mine!

anyway, i'm gonna be here more. this is a good, safe place for me. life is good but there are always things ...

Well, I'm in shockerville right now! Dh said he thinks it'd be good if I got pg anytime now. What? Mr. "Let's plan life out perfectly" already wants another baby. Christian just celebrated his first birthday on Saturday. That was an amazing day! Just perfect! And, the next day dh is ready for another baby. Of course, b/c I don't have a normal cycle...it's going to take several months if everything works perfectly. But, still! Dh loves being a daddy! Christian and him are ...

Things are good. Dh is at a basketball game ( I think they lost again! ) and ds is sleeping. I'm on FT...wishing my Christmas pictures were online. I swear, my photographer takes too long! It's been almost a week and we have yet to see the proofs! If she wasn't a sweetie, I'd email her and beg beg beg her to hurry. I'm so impatient! I'm really just wanting to order our Christmas cards!

Work is tough. Still struggling w/ finances. But, I KNOW things will get better. ...

and I've missed it!
Everything is good. Dh is amazing. Ds is more precious to me than anything in this world. My family is great and healthy! I'm doing well...still dieting and staying busy. Dh's mom is officially "outta there"! We are so happy. We're going to see her a few days after Christmas and are looking forward to a Tom-free visit! Yay! He's just never going to get a clue that he's not perfect!

Dh and his mom are talking more now than ever. Yes, ...

Dh is home from Missouri. Got home last night. They lost all 3 games but had a great time!!! That's all that matters anyway. They're just little kids, right?! He wishes they would've done better but at least they're improving, becoming a "team", and having fun!

Anyway, we had planned on going to church this morning and tonight. BUT...we didn't. We slept in (if you call 7:40am sleeping in), ate pancakes, watch the Cowboys football game, at lunch, went to the malls, ...

Calling ME???? Wow! This whole divorce thing is really going to enhance our relationship...I can already tell. She called last night, knowing dh was out of town, and we talked for 45 minutes. We've NEVER talked that long before. She acts happy, even though I know she's disappointed her marriage is over. He's such a jerk! So many stipulations. I'm glad she's not going to put up w/ that! She can finally do what she wants, when she wants, with whom she wants, and wear what she wants! ...

since I've blogged. Things are good. I'm dieting hard again b/c I GAINED 1.5 pounds last week. Stupid candy! So...this week I'm making up for it. I've done good so far. No more than 1000 calories! My goal is to be 3 pounds lighter by Thanksgiving morning. I am working hard to be there! Then...only 7 pounds left before Christmas. Man! I better kick it into high gear! I need to get my butt to the gym. My thighs look massive! Oh well. Life is too good to cry about flabby thighs!
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