Briar

Does that make me crazy? I actually look forward to it. Dh is hunting( hope he doesn't get a deer because the meat sucks and takes up freezer space) The kids are in bed. My only time to be alone now days.
Now that I work in the house, I have no "Away" time from the kids. Bren is such a chatter box she truly is like a Chinese torture test with the water dripping on your forhead for 24 hours! Insanity. I always have said that girl should be working for the police in interragation. Her constant babbling will get ANYONE to talk to shut her up!
I love my kids though, I think back vividly to the day I was researching and researching why I could not get pg. I was stunned that my life was not going to include kids.
It was supposed to be easy, not something medical. In the long run, doesn't matter how they(she) got here, she is here.
I feel the need to babble tonight, I think of my dad every day and miss him so much, it has been 2.5 years since his death. I never knew how much you can truly miss someone. I actually think about what I will do when my mom dies. I just can not handle that. It scares the hell out of me. I hope she stays here a long long time.She is my best friend.