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ok I am not sure what the words are to describe my observation ...

When I write blogs I usually keep a mental note of how many viewers I have had per entry blah blah .. and personal crisis usually brings on more readers. My blogs that contain mental health crap or things that make people uncomfortable like self-harming get very few readers. Does it bother me ??? not really. I blog for me most days and other times to get opinions.

But I wrote this morning about the ...

I am reading blogs and stories from several people on this board and I am sad. I am sad that such a wonderful board who supports us through one of the crappiest time in our lives has turned to such hatred and pettiness.

I do not know how it started, I do not know all the players but I do know that hearts are hurts, feelings are discounted and the safety of this website no longer exists.

How can we be so compassionate about one issues (IF) and so supprtive to each ...

After reading people's blogs and reflecting on my own life ... molestation just seem so "normal" to me ... how disgusting does that sound. I guess because I grew up with it, it became my "normal" ... when it followed routine, there was a sense of relief because when it didn't it left me anxious as to what was going to happen next and by who. When it did not follow the pattern I feared the worst ... the threats to keep me silent would come true ... had he thought I told or let ...

BASED ON WW POINT SYSTEM!

Dairy Queen

Soft Served Cones Points
Small Chocolate Cone 5
Medium Chocolate Cone 8
Small Vanilla Cone 5
Medium Vanilla Cone 7
Large Vanilla Cone 9
Small Dipped Cone 8
Medium Dipped Cone 12

Frozen Yogurt Points
Medium Yogurt Cone 5
Medium Cup of Yogurt 5
Medium Yogurt Strawberry Sundae 5

Sundaes Points
Small Chocolate Sundae ...

FRUIT
Apple, fresh, 1 (4oz)
Applesauce, unsweetened, 1 cup (8 oz)
Apricots, 6 dried halves (3/4 oz)
Apricots, fresh, 3 (4 oz)
Blackberries, 1 cup (5 oz)
Blueberries, 1 cup (5 oz)
Boysenberries, 1 cup (5 oz)
Breadfruit, uncooked, 1/3 cup (3 oz)
Cantaloupe, 1/4 melon (8 oz) or 1 cup (5 1/2 oz)
Cherries, fresh, 1 cup (5 1/2 oz)
Grapefruit sections, 1 cup (9 oz)
Grapes, 1 cup, 20 small, or 12 large
Honeydew melon, ...

I enjoyed my weekend with my DP and baby. He is becoming such a ham and I think is developing his own personality.

He is watching us so intently when we are doing something new that intrigues him. You can see him processing everything and wondering if he can do the same. Sometimes he attempts to copy whiel others he finds it hallarious to watch us.

He can say ma ma ma ma now but refuses to during the day or with us around. It is usually through the monitor in the ...

Can I just say that I have the best DW in the world!

She has been having major crisis with work ... hates her job right now, hates her new supervisor and new co-workers and really there are no other alternatives ... so she has been sticking it out hoping it will change. She is so unmotivated and depressed right now I feel sorry for her but am thankful she is doing this to support her family.

Today after mommy and me movies that I went with Griffin too ... I opened my ...

Can someone tell me how to do a word cloud ... I LOVE IT but cannot figure out how you did it.

Thanks

I have a history of sexual abuse since the age of 5 or at least that is when I first remember. Throughout my teen years I struggled with depression on and off from mild to severe requiring multiple hospitalizations and treatment. Throughout these years I kept journals of my pain, thoughts, daily experiences etc. I have approximately 15 journals that I have kept and put away. I want to create something with them ... I am not sure if I want to write a book, create a biography, or something with ...

I do not think I could ever have imagined what it was going to be like to be a mom. I dreamt about it ... but the feelings never came with the dreams like they do in real life.

Being a mom is the hardest job I have ever done ... but it is rewarded with a heartful of love, memories and smiles. Who could ask for more?

The last week or so we have been working on have the G-Man sleep in his crib at night instead of the pack-n-play in our room. His bedroom is on a ...