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Nothing new with me, just waiting on AF to show. Starting to feel really crampy and PMSy, something I didn't miss with no ovaries that's for sure. But I will take it as it is, I know it's part of the package. I am actually excited to be starting on injections again, I don't know, that sounds funny, looking forward to doing the shots...but I guess since I got so close last time, and I am upbeat, I ready to get the show on the road.

Until later.....

Well that past few days have been keeping my busy. I worked at my Summer job all weekend, so I didn't have much time to think about what happened on Friday, but now that I have, I am still OK with all of it. I am just waiting on AF so I can once again begin stims and pray for good results.

My arm had two huge lumps for a few days, it was starting to worry me (don't ever remember having lumps after an attempted ER) but they went down now and it's all good. I have been having some ...

Well I am back from the RE. No egg today, but we did get all of the cellular structure needed for an egg to grow. This is the most progress we have made, so I am counting today, Friday the 13th as a good day for me. I am feeling good, positive, and I am ready for the next round of stims to begin. I just wait for AF or two weeks and we will go from there.

I was a bit sad and disappointed, but considering that we did make it to a step that we have never made it to before, this is ...

Well I am on my way to the RE in a little bit. I am still feeling positive and I am hoping for the best, but I know that if this isn't the time, there will be a next. I am wishing for that long stretch of a miracle I need right now to pull it all together, but what it is, it's in God's Hands.

Until later....

Well....as of this moment I am still positive, probably living in fairytale land, but you never know...just have to keep waiting to see what happens next. But I sure wish it would HURRY UP ALREADY..that waiting is killing me, I am just impatient I guess.

I know this is such a long shot and I should be preaparing myself for another round of no eggs retrieved, but I have to admit, I am more excited and positive to have gotten this far than to have not made it to the ultimate goal, ...

Well.....surprisingly this morning I am feeling very positive. I do not have that crystal ball to see if tomorrow will be the day I get the 1 follie that will have that magical egg that will fertilize and soon be my baby on the way, but at least I am able to now look at things with some optimism and know that I am heading in the right direction no matter what happens tomorrow.

I would be lying if I said that I wasn't excited and happy I have a least 1 shot, I am and I have thought ...

Well..time went by fast today. I got the call from my RE @ 4:30 telling me that my e2 levels have stabilized and I was to take the HCG shot @ 5:30, which wasn't going to happen I had to go pick it up, so I did it at 6:15 with ER set for Friday, May 13, which if at all possible this one follicle has 1 good egg that fertilizes and I make it to an ET, my BETA would be on my birthday.

A part of me is feeling so optimistic, and I don't know if it is necessarily for this cycle, but I am ...

Well I am back from the RE...he says he is very encouraged that with some time and patience this will all work out. He saw definate changes in at least one of the follicles, not in size, but texture. Not sure what my next step is, b/w will determine what we do next. I am feeling Ok...very pokey and slow as if my world is moving in slow motion or something. I await the phone call with what's next for me......a part of me almost feels like get this time over with so I can gear up to begin again...but ...

Wow...I couldn't believe the number of people reading this blog....it's amazing that there are so many people out there who care. Thank you to everyone, it really warms my heart.

Well today was a pretty good day, got through it with a good attitude (having the accupuncture staples in my ear is really helping my mood), and I think I am ready to face my RE tomorrow afternoon. I am not sure what to think, the follicles don't feel any bigger, but I have to say they are VERY sore and ...

Well I have a renewed hope this evening. I went and got some instense accupuncture and I am feeling much better now. I did some checking and it looks like Luveris is a new drug on the marked, pure LH, so it makes sence that my RE is doing follistem (pure FSH) and now adding in the LH. I am so relieved that he has decided to add something else in, I was thinking that he should, and was going to bring it up, but glad he did.

I don't know if this cycle will be a bust or not, but at ...