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Well, it all turned out OK. My fears were errased when I heard the my E2 has climbed and is now @ 170. My RE did an u/s and found that I don't have 3 bigger follicles, however I have between 4-6 follicles that look VERY GOOD and he is very optimistic. He upped my Follistem to 125 am and pm and I go back on Monday.

To top today off, DH got called back to two companies, one today and one on Monday for second interviews, so that looks promising too. The company he is going back to ...

Well in a few hours my mind will either be at ease or be gearing up for the next step. My arm is feeling very sore this AM, but I don't feel that the follicles got any bigger, but I am not the RE and of course I have been obsessing, so it's harder for me to tell.

I got a good night sleep last night and I said tons of prayers that everything is going fine and we will be moving forward with this process with positive thoughts. I know that I may get all the way to the HCG and ER and ...

Well today is my third post of the day....yeah....definately feeling some anxiety of what might happen tomorrow. It's so hard to go on from day to day just not knowing what might happen next. It's very hard not having a plan of action and just go from day to day. I keep telling myself that this just has to work, no doubts, just have patience, but right now I am feeling very edgy and nervous it will all fold tomorrow or my e2 won't have raised or something.....I am going nuts.

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Well as the day has went on, I am feeling less and less positive. I hope that it's just mood swings and in a 1/2 hour from now I will feel different once again. I am so very scared about tomorrow, a part of me keeps telling me that it will never happen, that science isn't quite up to all that I have expected, but then I try to tell myself that no one else has ever gotten this far (just once before) and that I have to keep moving forward that this will work out in the end, it has to work ...

Well, it's another day in this cycle. Last night I was feeling very strange, kind of light headed and jittery and I have tons of CM. I don't feel the follicles getting any bigger, but I know that I am expecting major results overnight...and I have to remind myself it's one step and day at a time with this.

I hate to think too much further ahead about when a possible ER & ET might be, but it's so hard to not be excited that I have gotten this far. I really love the fact that ...

Well, I am VERY excited. I have 3 Follicles; 1=12; 1=11; 1-9, and my e2 is at 141....finally...something is starting to make sence. Now I go back and get checked out on Thursday....keeping my fingers crossed, feeling really positive right now that we might have a chance to get at least one this time. I am VERY HAPPY at this moment, haven't felt this happy in a long long long time...

Well, as of this morning I am still feeling positive. I feel 3 possible follicles now, so I am hoping things are going in the right direction. I guess there is still a part of me that says "this will never work, why am I putting myself through this?", but I guess most of me has the hope and desire to make this work and I am willing to give it every chance I have.

This is not just important for me to have a child of my own, but I think of the 1,000's of women out there ...

Well I have been on stims for 5 days now. I feel/see two strong follicles. I see my RE tomorrow morning for bw and to see what he thinks. I am thinking positive that we will get closer this round. I have kind of had this positive attitude all the way through this time, so I am hoping that the good vibes I am having are right and my body is finally moving in the right direction. Keeping my fingers crossed, trying not to stress and just telling myself that this is progress and each step is just ...

Well it's definately been a long time since I have posted here, but I am going to try to do this more often. Today starts another round of STIMS. I am very positive and I am feeling good about this process.

This week has been awful, my husband lost his job on Monday night and we found out that as of next week we will have to begin COBRAing our health insurance. I know the timing couldn't be worse, however, we are not going to stop this cycle. We are moving forward with our dreams ...

I had every intension of keeping this going so people could see up to the minute info, well, I haven't been so good at it. Since my second transplant lots of things have happened. First of all, the transplant began to function within 10 days and I have attempted ER twice, no such luck, but it's looking very promising. I am currently on stims since 2/7 and so far so good. On 2/10 my e2 was 154 and fsh was 11.7, which my RE said was good for my situation and it's right were he wants me to be an ...