Blsed4Life

Well DH and I had a blow up last night and this morning. I am so tired of dealing with issues involving the EO and SS. I know he has to take care of his son, and I know it's nice to try and get along with the EO...but I am so tired of my DH getting walked on.

Maybe some people think it's his problem that he is continuing to allow her to make him feel guilty and everyone has to be responsible for their own actions....but I can't stand by and watch.

In the beginning ...

Well AF showed this AM, which I guess it good. I can get started on another pack next week now. I have been really stressed out...there is just so much going on.

We went away last weekend, and that helped somewhat, but I have been feeling extremely EXHAUSTED and emotionally ill. Not like I am going on over the edge, but it's just everything that is being left hanging.

We have so much trouble with the EX when is comes to $$$$....she is STUPID (honeslty she is, I doubt ...

Well I just wanted to check in here. Nothing new yet, still waiting. I take my last BCP out of this pack on Tuesday night, so then I guess I will get AF...at least I know when this time.

The EO has finally come her her senses and claims she understands NOW after all of the fuzz....WHATEVER...as long as it's settled and we can be on our way. I am sure telling her that we are willing to pay it all up front (so we can be done with it) was help. She NOW understands that by sending ...

Well here I sit at work, another day down in the waiting process. Didn't get any news today, but I don't expect to hear anything for a few weeks yet, anything definate anyway.

Nothing really new with me....just been feeling a bit on the paincky side, headaches, blurried vision....might be from the BCP's, who knows. It's annoying, but I can cope...anything to get me through to my goal.

The EO is still dealing us a fit..and now she is trying to suck up to me, sending ...

Well I wanted to share with you all what I learned today about my possible donor. I called the RN to ask some questions and the RN was SO EXCITED (Jenifer, I am sure you can guess who that was). She told me a little bit about her. She has 3 childrlen of her own, conceived naturally. Her and her DH decided that they did not want any more children so he had a VAS. She wanted to help IF couples who have been struggling, she felt she had a gift of being FERTILE, so why not share it. She proceeded with ...

You know......I am just so stressed out. I just need to vent this...if you read it and want to make a comment...that's fine....but I am posting it here because I feel like lately I am always complaining on the BB....I know it's there for that reason.....but I am sure people are tired of hearing me, but I have to vent somewhere.

Why is it that those FERTILE people who have children w/o fathers feel they are always treated unfairly???? This is the story I hear from my DH's EO CONSISTANTLY. ...

Well....another week of waiting down, and another step closer to our embie profiles (well, I hope). Haven't heard anything yet, so we are just doing what we need to pass the time.

I am a bit more calm today about the EO thing, it's frustrating, but it's something we will just have to deal with until the C/S is over. DH tried to call her several times (he isn't looking forward to it, he doesn't like the confrontation either) but OF COURSE she isn't available to chat now.....I am ...

Well....nothing new on the IF end...just waiting to hear something.

I do have a vent though about the EO...can't believe she actually faxes over a "calculated" assement that we will be paying more in school tuition now that she is sending her other kid this year???? But then again.....I expected her to pull some STUFF with this, saying that SS costs more and we are responsible for 1/2 of the tuituion....like we wouldn't know that it's always cheaper to send a second child ...

Well I haven't been here in a while, sorry to keep all of you in suspense, as I know a lot of your read my updates.

DH and I are doing good. We are looking forward to getting to select our embies and are ready to get this show on the road. I am feeling really good about all of this, other than a tear or two in my RE's office last week, I have not felt like I am missing out on anything because the transplant didn't work. I wasn't sure how I would feel, and I always said, "it ...

Hello Girls......sorry this is long, but I want to explain in detail what happened today.

Well today was bitter/sweet. I got the news I expected to hear, the transplant most likely won't produce an egg, but he did explain why. What's been missing (other than an egg) is the fluid support that the ovarian tissue needs when it is in it's normal place. He consulted with other RE's around the world and they are all having the same issue. One of the good parts for me is, science now knows ...