Blsed4Life

Well..time went by fast today. I got the call from my RE @ 4:30 telling me that my e2 levels have stabilized and I was to take the HCG shot @ 5:30, which wasn't going to happen I had to go pick it up, so I did it at 6:15 with ER set for Friday, May 13, which if at all possible this one follicle has 1 good egg that fertilizes and I make it to an ET, my BETA would be on my birthday.

A part of me is feeling so optimistic, and I don't know if it is necessarily for this cycle, but I am feeling optimistic that this procedure has a really good chance of working.

My RE didn't say specifically, however, my e2 levels are above 200 and I only have one follicle that might be possible of producing an egg, so if b/w proves to be right this time, then i can see it all working out.

I am excited, nervous, you name it I am feeling it. I hope that this does work out and for once I wish this would go just perfect, ER on Friday the 13, great fertilization, ET on Monday or Wednesday and BEAT on May 28 with a BFP, NOW that would be perfect and would be unbelievable but definately be a birthday and time I would never forget. If I could just get this one to work, I know I am dreaming......

Anyway....as I have said before...what it will be will be, and that's all she wrote. I know that miracles can happen and if this did, it would definately be a miracle, the kind of miracle that makes you have no more questions if there is a higher power, because you would just know there is one to make this all work out right.

OK..sorry to ramble..at least I am feeling half way decent tonight, positive for the most part, and ready to get moving toward putting this cycle to bed. What happens happens, one is better than none!!!!

Until tomorrow......