May 11, 2005 - Post 3
by, 05-11-2005 at 08:08 PM (79 Views)
Well..time went by fast today. I got the call from my RE @ 4:30 telling me that my e2 levels have stabilized and I was to take the HCG shot @ 5:30, which wasn't going to happen I had to go pick it up, so I did it at 6:15 with ER set for Friday, May 13, which if at all possible this one follicle has 1 good egg that fertilizes and I make it to an ET, my BETA would be on my birthday.
A part of me is feeling so optimistic, and I don't know if it is necessarily for this cycle, but I am feeling optimistic that this procedure has a really good chance of working.
My RE didn't say specifically, however, my e2 levels are above 200 and I only have one follicle that might be possible of producing an egg, so if b/w proves to be right this time, then i can see it all working out.
I am excited, nervous, you name it I am feeling it. I hope that this does work out and for once I wish this would go just perfect, ER on Friday the 13, great fertilization, ET on Monday or Wednesday and BEAT on May 28 with a BFP, NOW that would be perfect and would be unbelievable but definately be a birthday and time I would never forget. If I could just get this one to work, I know I am dreaming......
Anyway....as I have said before...what it will be will be, and that's all she wrote. I know that miracles can happen and if this did, it would definately be a miracle, the kind of miracle that makes you have no more questions if there is a higher power, because you would just know there is one to make this all work out right.
OK..sorry to ramble..at least I am feeling half way decent tonight, positive for the most part, and ready to get moving toward putting this cycle to bed. What happens happens, one is better than none!!!!