Venting

I just got off the phone with ob-gyn and never in my life have i ever been spoken to like that! last year she was so nice. she told me she would get me pregnant regardless of what my numbers were. we did a 2 cycles of clomid in november and december. after decembers failed attempt i told her i wanted to wait a little bit.

so come april she did an AMH blood test. She called me with the results and told me i didn't have that great a chance, but we could still try. and that donor egg ...

I need to vent. To someone, anyone, that actually understands. The fiancee and I decided to start trying. Not getting any younger etc etc. Been taking my vitamins, eating healthy, charting, taking my temp everyday for about a little over a month.

We went to his parents today and his mother informs us that his sister, who got married over Labor Day weekend and has a beautiful 1 year old baby girl, is pregnant. That after they got married they were starting to try for their ...

I need to vent. To someone, anyone, that actually understands. The fiancee and I decided to start trying. Not getting any younger etc etc. Been taking my vitamins, eating healthy, charting, taking my temp everyday for about a little over a month.

We went to his parents today and his mother informs us that his sister, who got married over Labor Day weekend and has a beautiful 1 year old baby girl, is pregnant. That after they got married they were starting to try for their ...

Back from my mental health break lol... I had to give myself a little while to process all of my problems. I steered clear of fertility websites. And made myself not google "what are the odds of getting pregnant with high fsh." And for the most part I've been satisfied knowing that I am currently on the path of getting my body in the best shape I possibly can. Since my fiancé and I won't be trying for children until after our wedding next year I know I have time.

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So this isn't really fertility related, but I am in serious need of venting!
I've heard people say that when things go wrong they usually happen in threes and unfortunately for me this 3 things going wrong seems to be happening to me.

First I found out that the likelihood of me having children with my own eggs is near impossible. Then we got a phone call from our landlady--informing us that we have until June 1st or June 15th to get out of our apartment. And then ...

I read a post on the forum last week "I wish someone would have told me to keep my mouth shut" and then I went and opened my mouth. My friend is up from Florida visiting her boyfriend and they came over last Thursday to hang out for a little bit. While the guys were in living room screaming at the hockey game, we hung out in the kitchen to talk. I wish we hadn't!

Feeling close to her, I told her my problems--the first friend I've actually told. After I go on to ...

Last night I finally got the results of my AMH test. Kris called me at about 730pm to talk to me about. When she told me the number my heart sank, but I was very calm. Less than 0.16 ng/mL aka Very Low Fertility/Undetectable

She told me that with the numbers I currently have she doesn't see the harm in waiting a year before we start to try and have children. I mean my numbers are about as bad as they can get for someone my age. She asked if I had a sister and said that ...

I'm new to all of this, so I figure I should start at the beginning.

In September 2011 I went to see an endocrinologist in the hopes of learning why my body was so resistant to losing weight. She did a wide scope of blood tests, including FSH. About two weeks later I received a phone call from the nurse saying that all my blood test came back perfectly normal and that I should follow up with my PCP. Thankfully I asked if she could fax me the results--I was curious to see ...

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