BC-Shelli

Had one of those freaky experiences....one of those moments when someone knows EXACTLY what you're thinking...when you haven't been in touch with them for ages.

Just a random fb post....

What do you do when what you want is right there in front of you...but you can't have it????

This is not fair!
Not right!
Can't!
Won't!
But hate it.....

Thank you ladies for your hugs and support...I deleted yesterday's blog. Love you all! ((Hug))

Not happy...

I wish my family and friends would realize:

I do not intentionally have migraines to ruin their plans, mess with their lives, or to inconvience them.

There is only so much I can do to fight them (the headaches) sometimes you just have to accept your life as is and make the best of it.

I have seen 7 doctors (not including any of the doctors I've seen in a crisis), taken countless medications, had many tests, tried different home remedies. I'm tired and I'm ...

How do you go to a movie with your sister and end up 90 miles from home IN JAIL?!!?!

BIL#1 called DH this afternoon...his GF had been missing for almost 24 hours, had gone to a movie the night before and never came home...her kids were all freaking out..he was freaking out. She had finally called him from jail. She had decided to take a road trip, gotten drunk, hit the ditch with their van (which my MIL had paid for after she smashed up the first one) smashed it up again, and got ...

De ja vue?

Proverbs 16:4 "The LORD has made everything for its own purpose."

I am just about to head out to complete my Christmas shopping. I hate doing this...I try to do most of it online. I hate the *holiday* commercialism of it all and the crowds ect. Most of all I wonder how many people out there actually remember the true meaning of Christmas or worse...even KNOW the true meaning of Christmas.

How many people are coming to Jesus' birthday party who don't even know ...

An old friend....someone from my past...committed sucide on Monday. I found out last night. I am numb. Just numb. I knew his life was a mess...he was an alcoholic, a drug addict...he had emotional problems. But he always had a smile for me, made me laugh.... It's been a couple years since I've seen him. The last time we ran into each other downtown at the local bar we danced together.

Mental illness is fatal. I hope he has found the peace he was looking for. RIP Jason...

It's a scorpion. She is a Scorpio and big into the whole Zodiac thing. This is something she researched for a long time and had a guy personally design for her. She took it to a reputable place and had it done. I knew about it long before she had it done although I was not thrilled. First I'm not a believer in the Zodiac, I believe God chooses our destiny (but Mom....God made the stars!!!). And I had also hoped she would at least scale it down in size. Anyway I'm glad it's where it can be covered ...