I'm a freakin mess today. I think all the stress is just making me explode. We had another swim meet this morning (Lainey is in competitive swim), our third this week. These things run so long. Anyways we had to volunteer again since you lose your deposit if you don't put in atleast 4 2 hour shifts.

The good thing is I love watching her swim. Its wonderful. I sure hope the other kids really want to do it next year too wherever we live. Its amazing!!!

Now the...

Ok, I have to comment about this somewhere because who knows why its eating me up inside today. I guess maybe even though we are all sad by the way this has turned out for these people we can all relate on some level. Whether your marriage went through a very small insignificent patch, or a very large almost threatening to be done patch.

I think it reminded me that yes, there is potential of a marriage and family being destroyed if you don't say on the right path. To remember...

I've tried to keep it to myself so dh dosen't hear the constant complaining so I need to get it out somewhere.

MY CRAMPS ARE AWFUL. Like roll up in a ball on the floor and puke awful. I'm constantly on the toilet just bleeding non stop. Ugh, I so hope I can suck it up and make it through this busy day.

I really need to stop putting this off and get in to see about the ablation. Just the thought of freezing my uterus sounds weird to me though. I mean why even keep...

Might as well call this a gripe blog. Oh well. Gotta get it out somewhere!

My friend's son attends the same school as the kids. He's had some issues throughout the year. But he's improved greatly in the last month and had some really good behavior days. I love his mom to death, she's really one of my best friends right now. Always there for me and looks outside of herself like no other. She has twin girls G's age and they love to play together.

Anyways on...

We had to put our new little kitten down tonight. I feel like crap over this. I am glad he's not suffering anymore. Feeling like crap because the kids were so excited and loved him even though he couldn't even walk the last 2 days. He was so sweet and would of been such a wonderful little guy. Ugh, so upset right now.

5 years ago today dh and I got hitched. Yep, thats right, we got married after the trips were born. So I must say how grateful to of found dh, someone who could look past the word marriage and be so dedicated to US that we tried to have a baby before putting commitment on paper. I know people see it another way. Parents should be married before having children. But obviously we don't do things the old fashioned way.


Anyways, to dh. I love you and thank you for...

Lhad to be sent home from school yesterday crying. And now today when I picked her up, same thing. Problems aren't getting resolved. There are way too many students and not enough staff for them to care the slightest bit. What I do see is that they are very glad to collect the money for the school for me filling three seats for them. We've gone to the teacher, principal, now we have to figure out where to go next. DH put a call into the principal at the neighborhood school. I think I'm...

This is the busiest week ever and Im dog sick. Just got back from the doc and he says I have the worst sinus xrays he's ever seen. Wonderful! He said he was impressed. I told him well I'm disapointed! Hopefully the antibiotic kicks in pronto because I can't take it any more. I can't even walk without my teeth hurting and my ears feeling like they should explode. DH thinks he's so much better because he took a bunch of supplement, s and swears up and down thats why he's better off than...

I'm so irritated with the school. Lainey keeps getting passed around and I don't like it. The first teacher switch was beyond their control and I completely understand. Her K teacher got into a horrible car accident unfortunately. And the sub was very nice. So when L just starts getting used to the sub I received a call from the principal saying that they are switching her to another class. I didn't really have a choice in the matter. I should of asked why her? out of everyone. Theres not...

B has a very loose tooth!!!!! I can't believe it. For some reason I didn't think they would start loosing teeth until maybe later next year. Its one of the top front which is weird to me. But wow! He was eating dinner and I noticed that it raised all the way up with a bite. I thought I was losing my mind but wiggled it and its on its way out soon.

B has never been the first for anything. So I'm a bit pleased that he will have a milestone that we can say when we are discussing...