AntBees

Today is the day between my retrieval and transfer. It feels like one of the hardest days in this cycle so far. Tomorrow is when I'll be pregnant again. That scares me more than anything. My fears are the two little embies won't stick or if they do, how will I feel about it. It's been just over three months since we miscarried our twin boys at 16 weeks due to IC. It was our 10th fertility cycle and the only one that worked. 1 Clomid, 5 IUI's, 2 IVF's and 2 FET's and eight years of trying. This cycle we are going the MicroIVF route. I like that it's a shorter cycle and the meds are 1/4 the cost, but it's been tough. I miss my boys, I wish I was 30 weeks pregnant instead of back at the transfer stage.