10-06-2006 - 07:39 am
by, 10-06-2006 at 06:39 AM (356 Views)
wow this delivery is getting so close. Last night I just really started feeling sorry for myself when I took the kids to the hospital with me to visit DH & they were being horrid, wrestling, not listening to me.. I felt like crap yesterday too, sore, with those awful shooting pains between my legs and down one of my front legs from the babies head pushing. DH is laying there so removed, watching tv and I'm about to burst into tears. The thought of doing all this myself just really sucks. I have several friends who will support me but it just isn't the same as not having DH there. I see him all the time now that's he's at the closer hospital, so he's "there" but most of the time in the "removed" mindset. I'm so used to us being a team and my emotions are having a hard time handling this. It's like I became a single mom with my husband dangled in front of my face.