Well…I start out this morning feeling like a million bucks!! Really feel great. Then as the day wears on, I lose my oomph! I am starting to lose my oomph. Good news is that my spotting completely stopped. I haven’t pooped in days (ha ha….cleansing is always an indication that my period was not far behind). I started the progesterone suppositories last night….what a breeze. I expected a mess from leaking but nothing. I am starting to pee a lot but I am also drinking a lot of water. I have...

I am at a loss for words. I am on CD26. I got an ever so faint BFP this morning. I have small amount of spotting but from everything I read, that could be normal. I don't have any AF cramps....it seems more like ovary pains. OMG...this has been a long trying road. Please please please dear Lord, wrap me in your protective arms and let me carry this gift. Amen.

It's been a while since I posted anything. Since my last post, AF did visit on Day 31, which then became Day 1. The longest cycle I have had in a very long time. I know I ovulated on my own later (with no trigger shot) so I guess that is why my cycle went longer.....my luteal phase was doing what it was supposed to...which I don't think it always does. Anyways, I am now posting b/c we had our 5th IUI on Wednesday and 6th IUI today. My ultrasound on Tuesday showed three beautiful plump follies...

Still nothing. No AF. I was having some really strange sharp pains in my lower left (ovary) area yesterday. I don't know what is going on. I am going to give it a little more time.

I am currently CD28 and approx 13 dpo. I had one episode of spotting sunday morning early and not an inkling since then. I am confused. I did test Sat. morning and it was negative. The spotting was unusual sunday morning and it is also very unusual that it has not continued and led into my dreaded visit from AF. Guess a little more time is needed to determine this month's fate. Since I already resigned myself to failure yesterday morning when I saw the spotting, I am ready to move on into the...

I am so dang sensitive right now. I cry at the drop of a hat. I can't figure out when someone is serious or kidding....I take everything to heart. I am so messed up right now. I am days within knowing if we were successful....history has taught me to prepare for the worst so I guess that is what I am doing. I don't know how to change that thought process. I am beginning to think that if we take this journey much farther, I need some counseling. We aren't basking in hope so much this 2wp and...

I call it the 2wp (2 week pray) instead of the 2ww. I am half way through this time where I am at the point that I would like to fast forward to see what the future holds. CD22, 7dpo. It is getting to the point again where I have a cramp and I wonder what that is, I don't have a cramp, so I wonder why. I am extremely tired and I wonder if my hormones could be jacking it up a notch or am I just not getting enough sleep. Oh so many mysteries that will be solved in just a few days. To pee or not...

Okay...yesterday I was wrong...I looked at my new calendar as if it was my old one. I was on CD 14 yesterday which makes me CD 15 today. How, in all of my obsessive calendar checking, POAS, OPK's, calls to the doctor, pill taking, shot accepting, BDing, not to mention my hormone crazed attitude towards people who can't possibly understand what I go through on a daily basis, could I possibly get my CD wrong? Yes, ladies, let me introduce you to my best friend....Sarcasm. Okay...here...

Wow....this is the first time I have actually publicly blogged or posted about our journey. Hopefully I will be able to blog regularly. We have been TTC for over 2 years....one year has been all medicated with 4 IUI's. Just to give a short "where we are now".....I am on CD 13. I take Metformin 500 mg twice a day and I took Femara this cycle..7.5 on days 5 -9. We are going to BD this cycle b/c we will be out of town as well as our doctor will be out of town. We have had 4 IUI's up...