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Hi im new to this website. I decided to make an account because i am dealing with infertility. I really hope this helps me deal with all the problems that come with infertility and my emotional state.. Its very hard at times, but i keep my faith in God. I ask him to keep me at peace with myself and others, especially the women that are blessed with little ones. Its not their fault that i cant have a baby on my own.
I started treatment a month ago. its not really working but the dr. said, ...

I know i shouldn't have but, my doctor got confused when he put the blood work in. he did a beta yesterday along with my estrogen, progeterone. my levels were 31 and 57. but my beta was 0!

I am still holding out hope!

please someone tell me there is hope??

So this isn't really fertility related, but I am in serious need of venting!
I've heard people say that when things go wrong they usually happen in threes and unfortunately for me this 3 things going wrong seems to be happening to me.

First I found out that the likelihood of me having children with my own eggs is near impossible. Then we got a phone call from our landlady--informing us that we have until June 1st or June 15th to get out of our apartment. And then ...

I am 34 years old and have no children (yet) although my partner and I have decided to start trying. I have been having frequent daily hot flushes for a few months now and terrible headaches and am constantly waking during the night. My last period was 3 months ago. I had a blood test and last week discovered I have an FSH level of 49. My doctor has told me I have a 5% chance of getting pregnant if I start trying now and has referred me to a specials at the hospital. I have to wait up to 3 months ...

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Long time! I just had a FET today! Transferred 2 blasts. I have a 10.5 month old from my first IVF and i am doing this again! Am i crazy?

I'm trying to stay positive since I got a BFN today on a HPT at 10dp3dt. I have to keep telling myself it is still too early. My beta is on Monday the 23rd. Hoping and Praying. Any encouraging words out there?

This is the part where I feel elated, ecstatic... ever so hopeful... FMU tomorrow (11 DPO). I am repeating to myself:

This is really it. This is my time. I welcome my babies into my womb and my life, and I welcome the joys and struggles of pregnancy and parenting. I invite in the new souls and prepare the way for them. I create a safe space for my children to learn and grow. I am free from dis-ease. My womb is the sacred seat of creation, and I choose to be an active participant ...

I read a post on the forum last week "I wish someone would have told me to keep my mouth shut" and then I went and opened my mouth. My friend is up from Florida visiting her boyfriend and they came over last Thursday to hang out for a little bit. While the guys were in living room screaming at the hockey game, we hung out in the kitchen to talk. I wish we hadn't!

Feeling close to her, I told her my problems--the first friend I've actually told. After I go on to ...

So I've been reading a lot about health and nutrition lately... and I just read a blog post by a cancer survivor that got me thinking... A lot of times you see these stories of people who encountered some sort of crisis (usually health related), these people tell stories of the dramatic changes they made to thier lifestyle (many times these changes are food, exercise and stress management related) that helped them through the crisis. Well what I was thinking is... I don't want to wait until ...

From double hockey sticks... Just a long day at work. with a 2 hour meeting with my co-director with camp. Got back to work and all double hockey sticks broke loose. Then I enede up having to drive all over double hockey sticks agian to get what I needed to try and sew for the Fiddler musical this next weekend. Too much to do. Not enough time to do it in. Middle sister called and said that she and her ds would only be attending the graduation barring some miracle from BIL to get off work and miss ...