Having a bad day....

Amyelynn · 04-18-2006, 05:10 AM

I just feel so utterly depressed today......I just know that this pregnancy won't last like the first one....I really really want to be positive I just can't seem to be.....

I go for my u/s and more b/w on Thursday....and Thursday night DH is going out for work....I asked him if the news was bad was he still going out and he said he had to.....am I wrong for thinking that if I need him he should be home with me....

Found myself crying in the bathroom as I was getting ready this morning....just can't help but feel so **** sad.......This is suppose to be a great time....but I can't make it great for me......

Sorry for the ramble session......

cmurt · 04-18-2006, 06:15 AM

I understand how you feel. And no, you aren't being unreasonable to want your DH home with you for support. Maybe you could ask a good friend to be on call just in case? Plan to go out to dinner either way, good or bad. I know it's hard to be upbeat, but try. Don't give up on your bean just yet! Let us all know how Thursday goes! Good luck!
Courtnay

Virga · 04-18-2006, 04:00 PM

Sadly, I can totally relate to all of your post. Hang in there and be gentle with yourself. (((((Hugs)))))
Lena

**cammy123 - EMAIL BAD - PLEASE FIX** · 04-18-2006, 04:18 PM

I totally understand where U are coming from.....I"m in the same place right now. I just know these betas are so slow and so slow to double that it is going to end in the mc/ i feel so sad and i just wish i could take the pain away from both of us right now
i am sending positive thoughts to you and hoping that things come out good on the sonogram.
i really hope it works out.....thinking of U
oh and NO you are not unreasonable, you need dh if things are bad but lets think positively that he'll go off to work on a great note !

04-18-2006, 05:10 AM	#1 (permalink)
Amyelynn Registered User Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: New Jersey Posts: 64	Having a bad day.... I just feel so utterly depressed today......I just know that this pregnancy won't last like the first one....I really really want to be positive I just can't seem to be..... I go for my u/s and more b/w on Thursday....and Thursday night DH is going out for work....I asked him if the news was bad was he still going out and he said he had to.....am I wrong for thinking that if I need him he should be home with me.... Found myself crying in the bathroom as I was getting ready this morning....just can't help but feel so **** sad.......This is suppose to be a great time....but I can't make it great for me...... Sorry for the ramble session......

04-18-2006, 06:15 AM	#2 (permalink)
cmurt 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Colorado Posts: 1,311	I understand how you feel. And no, you aren't being unreasonable to want your DH home with you for support. Maybe you could ask a good friend to be on call just in case? Plan to go out to dinner either way, good or bad. I know it's hard to be upbeat, but try. Don't give up on your bean just yet! Let us all know how Thursday goes! Good luck! Courtnay __________________ Me:31 DH:48 DD 11/27/06 Twins Ethan and Elizabeth now 6 months old!!

04-18-2006, 04:00 PM	#3 (permalink)
Virga 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: my beloved living Earth Posts: 15,271 Blog Entries: 101	Sadly, I can totally relate to all of your post. Hang in there and be gentle with yourself. (((((Hugs))))) Lena __________________ Mom to ~ Daughter 8/91; Son 5/01; Son 12/03; Son b/d 8/07 at 16 weeks (unknown cause, possibly his own antibodies) Four itty-bitty angels that I will know again. Sweetest puppy ever - Zabine 7/11/09

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04-18-2006, 04:18 PM	#4 (permalink)
cammy123 - EMAIL BAD - PLEASE FIX email not working- contact dave@fertilethoughts.com Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 760	I totally understand where U are coming from.....I"m in the same place right now. I just know these betas are so slow and so slow to double that it is going to end in the mc/ i feel so sad and i just wish i could take the pain away from both of us right now i am sending positive thoughts to you and hoping that things come out good on the sonogram. i really hope it works out.....thinking of U oh and NO you are not unreasonable, you need dh if things are bad but lets think positively that he'll go off to work on a great note !