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**BC-QueenValerie** · 05-08-2007, 04:45 AM

Hello*!!!! well all was going great tonight/today.......OMG GREAT.... then we started watching HERO'S and the all hecky broke lose..... A Name of Gabriel was mentioned....we started talking about names....(ken and I have names of 2 girls and 1 boys picked) and I said I always wanted a Gabby.....(hahaha me want a Gabby?????)This was a name that I wanted with my EX....(I like odd but family names well then it came to me May...May what???? May 7th.....OMG I did have 2 babies that were due in May..my first was May 6th...and her name was: Marie Anne....It just hit me out of nowhere.....OMG I started getting so upset and mad at myself...I am was soooo wrapped up in myself that I forgot my little baby that I lost in 2002....how could I forget????? how horrible am I???? I just couldn't believe it....well ken wrapped his arms around me.......held me tight (Ken has known about my IF issues since date #1....a couple of beers and you spill all...) well I just knew I could not sleep....and I could not keep Ken up....so I crawled out of bed and came to FT.....this site has been there for me since 1997.....why wouldn't I come back.....

Anyways.....I just would like to remember my angel Marie Anne...and maybe if we can (though late) say a prayer (if you believe in it) in her memory today

BTW I have never made it to find out the "sex" I went on mommy instict......

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**BC-DKNY** · 05-08-2007, 06:31 AM

valerie...{{{hugs}}} it's not that you "forgot" but i guess sometimes we try and keep things well below the surface to protect ourselves.

hoping you have a better day today

dmbucky7 · 05-08-2007, 12:28 PM

HUGS and prayers!

clar · 05-08-2007, 03:06 PM

Many prayers for you and your sweet angel.

JerseyGirl16 · 05-08-2007, 04:22 PM

Hugs - thinking of you. I know how difficult that can be - it hurts to remember, hurts not to remember.

**BC-Maura** · 05-08-2007, 06:43 PM

QV: {{{HUGS}}} You didn't forget at all.... look, here you are remembering.

I'm so sorry! {{{HUGS}}}

++++++++++++++++
Maura

KittyPaws · 05-08-2007, 08:31 PM

Hugs to you QV and I will say a little prayer for Gabby tonight.

**BC-QueenValerie** · 05-09-2007, 02:30 PM

Hello*!!!! thank you all for your kind words.....It really means a lot to me knowing that I can come here and let things out....

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

05-08-2007, 04:45 AM	#1 (permalink)
BC-QueenValerie Come play at the FT Diner Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Detroit Area Posts: 4,553	Sad.........pg..loss ment Hello!!!! well all was going great tonight/today.......OMG GREAT.... then we started watching HERO'S and the all hecky broke lose..... A Name of Gabriel was mentioned....we started talking about names....(ken and I have names of 2 girls and 1 boys picked) and I said I always wanted a Gabby.....(hahaha me want a Gabby?????)This was a name that I wanted with my EX....(I like odd but family names well then it came to me May...May what???? May 7th.....OMG I did have 2 babies that were due in May..my first was May 6th...and her name was: Marie Anne....It just hit me out of nowhere.....OMG I started getting so upset and mad at myself...I am was soooo wrapped up in myself that I forgot my little baby that I lost in 2002....how could I forget????? how horrible am I???? I just couldn't believe it....well ken wrapped his arms around me.......held me tight (Ken has known about my IF issues since date #1....a couple of beers and you spill all...) well I just knew I could not sleep....and I could not keep Ken up....so I crawled out of bed and came to FT.....this site has been there for me since 1997.....why wouldn't I come back..... Anyways.....I just would like to remember my angel Marie Anne...and maybe if we can (though late) say a prayer (if you believe in it) in her memory today BTW I have never made it to find out the "sex" I went on mommy instict...... __________________ __________________ Valerie (32) Ken (33) Married 10/07/06 Officially TTC 8/06 DX'd with lazy tubes and MTHFR ~~cycles come and cycles go yet we still keep trying~~ ~TTC'd with EX for 6+ years...4 losses...2 ectopics and 2 m/c's~*

05-08-2007, 03:06 PM	#4 (permalink)
clar 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: North Carolina Posts: 1,023 Blog Entries: 9	Many prayers for you and your sweet angel. __________________ Dr. Clar 28 DH, My unexpected prince charming 32 In God's Time: Our Journey to Parenthood It is hard to believe that I was 23 when this journey started! Oh well on to IVF! It worked! u/s July 29...EDD March 21, 2010.

05-09-2007, 02:30 PM	#8 (permalink)
BC-QueenValerie Come play at the FT Diner Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Detroit Area Posts: 4,553	Hello!!!! thank you all for your kind words.....It really means a lot to me knowing that I can come here and let things out.... {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} __________________ Valerie (32) Ken (33) Married 10/07/06 Officially TTC 8/06 DX'd with lazy tubes and MTHFR ~~cycles come and cycles go yet we still keep trying~~ ~TTC'd with EX for 6+ years...4 losses...2 ectopics and 2 m/c's~*

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05-08-2007, 12:28 PM	#3 (permalink)
dmbucky7 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: IL Posts: 13,639 Blog Entries: 949	HUGS and prayers!

05-08-2007, 04:22 PM	#5 (permalink)
JerseyGirl16 200-299 post 4 of hearts Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: New Jersey Posts: 211	Hugs - thinking of you. I know how difficult that can be - it hurts to remember, hurts not to remember.

05-08-2007, 06:43 PM	#6 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,946	QV: {{{HUGS}}} You didn't forget at all.... look, here you are remembering. I'm so sorry! {{{HUGS}}} ++++++++++++++++ Maura

05-08-2007, 08:31 PM	#7 (permalink)
KittyPaws Registered User Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 111	Hugs to you QV and I will say a little prayer for Gabby tonight.