Hurting again!

Cibele · 01-20-2007, 10:11 PM

I can't believe it. seems like SIL IS PG AGAIN , # 3 is on the way, her second ever since I started TTC. $%*&@*^#q#(q#%q(^%q%#q($% for lack of better "words"
IF is so F* unfair!
I don't know how I am going to handle this. I know it is not her fault to be so fertile , nobodies fault for that matter. But I can't help on getting soooooooooooooo upset and feeling so small , barren and empty

sorry, I need to express my frustration

babe63 · 01-20-2007, 10:19 PM

bless you I wish that I had some words to say to make it better All i can say is that I am sorry

babe 63

Cibele · 01-20-2007, 10:35 PM

Thanks babe. I hate feeling this way over somebody's good news... I do wish her all the best.. I just wish It did not hurt so bad in me...

babe63 · 01-20-2007, 11:32 PM

It is a perfectly normal reaction. Please dont feel bad about that. It will only make your feel worse. I have had to bite back tears and congratulate many.I found strength in God and rejoiced at his gift of life for others. Then cried myself to sleep at home. You are just being normal and saying what you feel is the best medicine. I pray that God brings you peace more abundantely.

hugs

babe63

LeslieWI · 01-21-2007, 12:00 AM

(((hugs!!!)))

s.lahm · 01-21-2007, 12:00 AM

infertility is a hard thing to live with. And I too had always felt a little sad when others would get preg, But the last time this happened I found out that mu husband cusion was pregnate after 3 months of trying, I was so upset I couldnt understand (why me)
at the time we had been ttc for 5 years. Well 2 weeks after I got this news I found out I was with child...Our sons are 4 days apart!
as hard as it is at times keep you head up! and good luck!

lsmariev · 01-21-2007, 05:34 AM

I'm so sorry Cibele... let it out and don't feel bad we all feel that way from time to time... IF really sucks!

**BC-Maura** · 01-21-2007, 10:31 AM

Oh, I'm SO sorry, Cibele

! IF is so unfair. So painful! It's hard enough when you are ttc and someone else is pg... so much harder when it's someone in your own family because you feel such mixed emotions and you are forced to put a good face on things so as not to ruffle feathers.

ARGH

.

I hope that it's your turn next. {{{HUGS}}}

We all understand. Come vent anytime, ok?

Best+++++++++++++++
Maura

bmwbrandi2005 · 01-21-2007, 04:41 PM

cibele...

i am so sorry sweetie!!! i know that hurts... feels like life is just going on without you...

... i wish i could just wave a magic wand and make those dreams come true for you....

Cibele · 01-21-2007, 10:02 PM

Thanks girls for not judge me and offering me the support that I need to press on... you are all so sweet

01-20-2007, 10:11 PM	#1 (permalink)
Cibele Registered User Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Kansas Posts: 426	Hurting again! I can't believe it. seems like SIL IS PG AGAIN , # 3 is on the way, her second ever since I started TTC. $%&@^#q#(q#%q(^%q%#q($% for lack of better "words" IF is so F* unfair! I don't know how I am going to handle this. I know it is not her fault to be so fertile , nobodies fault for that matter. But I can't help on getting soooooooooooooo upset and feeling so small , barren and empty sorry, I need to express my frustration

01-21-2007, 05:34 AM	#7 (permalink)
lsmariev 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Fort Stewart, GA Posts: 1,592	I'm so sorry Cibele... let it out and don't feel bad we all feel that way from time to time... IF really sucks! __________________ Loyda (28) Dh (28) TTC#1 = 4 yrs / 7 clomid cycles = all BFN Natural BFP ~ Jun.06.07 ~ 8 weeks

01-21-2007, 10:31 AM	#8 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,945	Oh, I'm SO sorry, Cibele! IF is so unfair. So painful! It's hard enough when you are ttc and someone else is pg... so much harder when it's someone in your own family because you feel such mixed emotions and you are forced to put a good face on things so as not to ruffle feathers. ARGH. I hope that it's your turn next. {{{HUGS}}} We all understand. Come vent anytime, ok? Best+++++++++++++++ Maura

01-21-2007, 04:41 PM	#9 (permalink)
bmwbrandi2005 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: SC Posts: 773 Blog Entries: 1	cibele... i am so sorry sweetie!!! i know that hurts... feels like life is just going on without you... ... i wish i could just wave a magic wand and make those dreams come true for you.... __________________ ~Brandi mommy to Emily Faith born silently at 40 wks on EDD 3/19/06 (heart failure due to fifths disease) WE WILL LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS EMMIE Noah... my reason to smile again 9-8-07 Kaelin Miley... snuck up on us 10-26-08 but we couldn't be happier. 2 happy, healthy babies in my arms... I am truly blessed

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01-20-2007, 10:19 PM	#2 (permalink)
babe63 Registered User Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: usa Posts: 85	bless you I wish that I had some words to say to make it better All i can say is that I am sorry babe 63

01-20-2007, 10:35 PM	#3 (permalink)
Cibele Registered User Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Kansas Posts: 426	Thanks babe. I hate feeling this way over somebody's good news... I do wish her all the best.. I just wish It did not hurt so bad in me...

01-20-2007, 11:32 PM	#4 (permalink)
babe63 Registered User Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: usa Posts: 85	It is a perfectly normal reaction. Please dont feel bad about that. It will only make your feel worse. I have had to bite back tears and congratulate many.I found strength in God and rejoiced at his gift of life for others. Then cried myself to sleep at home. You are just being normal and saying what you feel is the best medicine. I pray that God brings you peace more abundantely. hugs babe63

01-21-2007, 12:00 AM	#5 (permalink)
LeslieWI 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: S.E. Wisconsin Posts: 2,941 Blog Entries: 24	(((hugs!!!)))

01-21-2007, 12:00 AM	#6 (permalink)
s.lahm Registered User Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Demotte Posts: 141	infertility is a hard thing to live with. And I too had always felt a little sad when others would get preg, But the last time this happened I found out that mu husband cusion was pregnate after 3 months of trying, I was so upset I couldnt understand (why me) at the time we had been ttc for 5 years. Well 2 weeks after I got this news I found out I was with child...Our sons are 4 days apart! as hard as it is at times keep you head up! and good luck!

01-21-2007, 10:02 PM	#10 (permalink)
Cibele Registered User Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Kansas Posts: 426	Thanks girls for not judge me and offering me the support that I need to press on... you are all so sweet