BFP....I think.

cherechi · 10-14-2006, 08:44 AM

AF is four days late...Today is CD30 and my cycle is usually 26 days and never late. I found a random HPT in my bathroom closet last night without a packet or instructions and P'dOAS. There were 2 pink lines but one was lighter than the other. I don't know what that means

.
Sometimes, this TTC process with all BFN's up to this point does a number on your psyche especially after almost 18mos.
This past cycle has been full of highs and lows. I finally made my rounds to visit friends that had babies in the past year and it was both wonderful and sad for me. I also just started using the CBFM that showed my LH surge on day 15 instead of 13 as the OPK's used to show. So I thought...finally...some headway.
Then there was my day 18 or 19 discharge that remains unexplained. I was actually scheduled for a laparoscopy next 2 weeks but I just could not fathom what they would find if my HSG was stone cold normal.
Ladies, I am so scared to hope for anything and have it all blow up in my face.
Please keep your fingers crossed for me.
I'm going to buy the HPT that says in words- pregnant or not pregnant- a suggestion from a friend.
I'll keep you updated.

Cherechi

but hoping to be

soon!

mmi · 10-14-2006, 09:17 AM

The line usually is lighter... will get a smidge darker with each day. I had a SUPER faint hpt 15dpiui... (it was clearly negative on 13dpiui)... but my beta was fine. Wishing you the best.

sarahp · 10-14-2006, 12:37 PM

let us know how the HPT digital goes! i hope it says "pregnant" for sure!

Kim C2 · 10-15-2006, 09:29 AM

Wow - that's great!

Congrats!

Good luck with your beta!

**BC-AEO&A** · 10-15-2006, 09:47 AM

Hoping the digital gives you a definite BFP!!!

Ferret Mommy · 10-15-2006, 06:42 PM

Hoping that is a positive HPT that you are staring at!

Best Wishes!!

cherechi · 10-15-2006, 09:24 PM

Thanks for all your well wishes. Can you believe it...3 cvs's, 1 rite-aid and 1 Target later and the digital test is the only one that I can't find

. Funny, I used to see them fully stocked all the time during my 2ww phases, while trying to resist the urge to buy yet another and check before the 2ww is over.
Oh well, I'll get the beta tomorrow and I'll update everyone.

Baby dust and BFP's to all of us,

Cherechi.

sarahp · 10-16-2006, 07:13 PM

for you!

bmwbrandi2005 · 10-16-2006, 07:15 PM

**BC-Maura** · 10-17-2006, 11:58 AM

Wow, Cherechi! Congratulations on your ++HPT! Did you get the beta today? Waiting (im)patiently for your update

!

Best of luck and keep us posted++++++++++
Maura

10-14-2006, 08:44 AM	#1 (permalink)
cherechi Registered User Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Germantown, MD Posts: 39	BFP....I think. AF is four days late...Today is CD30 and my cycle is usually 26 days and never late. I found a random HPT in my bathroom closet last night without a packet or instructions and P'dOAS. There were 2 pink lines but one was lighter than the other. I don't know what that means . Sometimes, this TTC process with all BFN's up to this point does a number on your psyche especially after almost 18mos. This past cycle has been full of highs and lows. I finally made my rounds to visit friends that had babies in the past year and it was both wonderful and sad for me. I also just started using the CBFM that showed my LH surge on day 15 instead of 13 as the OPK's used to show. So I thought...finally...some headway. Then there was my day 18 or 19 discharge that remains unexplained. I was actually scheduled for a laparoscopy next 2 weeks but I just could not fathom what they would find if my HSG was stone cold normal. Ladies, I am so scared to hope for anything and have it all blow up in my face. Please keep your fingers crossed for me. I'm going to buy the HPT that says in words- pregnant or not pregnant- a suggestion from a friend. I'll keep you updated. Cherechi but hoping to be soon!

10-14-2006, 12:37 PM	#3 (permalink)
sarahp 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: MA/CT border Posts: 11,779	let us know how the HPT digital goes! i hope it says "pregnant" for sure! __________________ Sarah (29) & Bobby (29) Cami ~ 3yrs old Adam ~ 13 months

10-15-2006, 09:29 AM	#4 (permalink)
Kim C2 Bargains Board Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: WV Posts: 21,001 Blog Entries: 122	Wow - that's great! Congrats! Good luck with your beta! __________________ Kim C. ~~S (9), L (12), & L (14) TTC after Tubal Reversal Surgery IVF #1 planned for April 2010

10-15-2006, 09:47 AM	#5 (permalink)
BC-AEO&A 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 19,132	Hoping the digital gives you a definite BFP!!! __________________ ~A~ *Ethan* *Owen* Aidan Check out the free auction area on FT!!

10-15-2006, 09:24 PM	#7 (permalink)
cherechi Registered User Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Germantown, MD Posts: 39	Digital HPT Thanks for all your well wishes. Can you believe it...3 cvs's, 1 rite-aid and 1 Target later and the digital test is the only one that I can't find . Funny, I used to see them fully stocked all the time during my 2ww phases, while trying to resist the urge to buy yet another and check before the 2ww is over. Oh well, I'll get the beta tomorrow and I'll update everyone. Baby dust and BFP's to all of us, Cherechi.

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10-14-2006, 09:17 AM	#2 (permalink)
mmi 5000-9999 post king of hearts Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 6,471	The line usually is lighter... will get a smidge darker with each day. I had a SUPER faint hpt 15dpiui... (it was clearly negative on 13dpiui)... but my beta was fine. Wishing you the best.

10-15-2006, 06:42 PM	#6 (permalink)
Ferret Mommy 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: May 2005 Location: In My Place Posts: 10,907 Blog Entries: 42	Hoping that is a positive HPT that you are staring at! Best Wishes!!

10-16-2006, 07:13 PM	#8 (permalink)
sarahp 10000-15000 post ace of hearts Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: MA/CT border Posts: 11,779	for you! __________________ Sarah (29) & Bobby (29) Cami ~ 3yrs old Adam ~ 13 months

10-16-2006, 07:15 PM	#9 (permalink)
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10-17-2006, 11:58 AM	#10 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,945	Wow, Cherechi! Congratulations on your ++HPT! Did you get the beta today? Waiting (im)patiently for your update! Best of luck and keep us posted++++++++++ Maura

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