*sigh* i have no sanity left...

JulieB2 · 05-09-2006, 04:41 PM

ARGH.....im so close to screaming i cant stand it!! Ear plugs anyone?!

GRRRRrrrr....So...today is cd18...chart is looking pretty decent...been opking...and have a light line on the opk since CD 15...of course today i take one and its even darker, definitely not positive, but i know its coming. Im one of those fade into positive girls. Light light light DARK -- GO!(kinda like duck duck goose!) Huge increase in cm....cervix has gone missing on me...(seriously....can anyone just imagine what it looks like from an outsider watching someone sitting on the toilet checking their cervix??...omg)....

AND.....hubby left this morning for the road!! OMG....there is nothing as frustrating as this.....we bms late last night/early this morning sort of....now if i get a + tomorrow....im sure there will be no swimmers left....*SIGH* ...why do i do this to myself....WHY?!

**BC-DKNY** · 05-09-2006, 04:56 PM

leslie is right. i had BMS on cd 11/12 and O'd on cd 15 and got pg with dd. so it really does happen.

when does your dh come back? is he far? maybe you can have a secret rendezvous at the halfway mark?

JulieB2 · 05-09-2006, 05:01 PM

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Originally Posted by BC-DKNY

when does your dh come back? is he far? maybe you can have a secret rendezvous at the halfway mark?

I can always hope that he'll be brought back here for a delivery but that rarely happens. He's on his way to NY for a delivery tomorrow. Who knows where his pickup will be....probably NJ.

If anything he might be back thursday (doubtful...rarely gets back on thursday when he leaves on a tuesday). And of course its not a normal week where he leaves on a monday and gets back early Friday so with my luck it wont be til saturday!!!

**BC-DKNY** · 05-09-2006, 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by JulieB2

I can always hope that he'll be brought back here for a delivery but that rarely happens. He's on his way to NY for a delivery tomorrow. Who knows where his pickup will be....probably NJ.

julie....i had to LOL at the description of your dh's journey. is he one of the sopranos?

ok, sorry...it just sounded kinda funny.

anyway, stay postive!! sometimes things really do work out.

JulieB2 · 05-09-2006, 05:31 PM

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Originally Posted by BC-DKNY

is he one of the sopranos?

He wishes

**BC-Maura** · 05-09-2006, 06:26 PM

Hi Julie: Ok, let's say you O tomorrow or Thursday... then today's BMS could have done the trick ... and if you O Friday, then maybe dh will be back in time (either Friday or Saturday, within the time that the egg is still hanging around). So, don't give up! Things just might work out ok this month despite dh's traveling.

Best of luck and keep us posted++++++++++
Maura
p.s. Can you believe I've never seen the Sopranos?!

**BC-DKNY** · 05-09-2006, 07:29 PM

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Originally Posted by BC-Maura

p.s. Can you believe I've never seen the Sopranos?!

oh maura, you don't know what you're missing.......fughetaboutid

**BC-Maura** · 05-09-2006, 08:07 PM

Phew, thanks for joining me in the ranks of the uninitiated, Leslie

. As for The G'father, I think I've seen maybe ONE of them and then only because dh made me

. Dh has seen them all many times and he and his family can do a mean impersonation, being descendents of B'klyn Italian immigrants

.

+++++++++++++++++++
Maura

**BC-DKNY** · 05-09-2006, 08:19 PM

i've seen the Godfathers, but quite honestly, once was enough for me. everytime dh is channel surfing and comes across one of them he has to stop and watch it. i mean exactly how many times can you watch that guy wake up with the horses head in his bed?

**BC-Maura** · 05-10-2006, 05:07 AM

I must be lucky then

! Never even heard of The Warriors!

+++++++++++++
Maura

05-09-2006, 04:41 PM	#1 (permalink)
JulieB2 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Ohio Posts: 1,607 Blog Entries: 10	sigh i have no sanity left... ARGH.....im so close to screaming i cant stand it!! Ear plugs anyone?! GRRRRrrrr....So...today is cd18...chart is looking pretty decent...been opking...and have a light line on the opk since CD 15...of course today i take one and its even darker, definitely not positive, but i know its coming. Im one of those fade into positive girls. Light light light DARK -- GO!(kinda like duck duck goose!) Huge increase in cm....cervix has gone missing on me...(seriously....can anyone just imagine what it looks like from an outsider watching someone sitting on the toilet checking their cervix??...omg).... AND.....hubby left this morning for the road!! OMG....there is nothing as frustrating as this.....we bms late last night/early this morning sort of....now if i get a + tomorrow....im sure there will be no swimmers left....SIGH ...why do i do this to myself....WHY?! __________________ Julie My one and only beautiful dd

05-09-2006, 08:07 PM	#8 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,945	Phew, thanks for joining me in the ranks of the uninitiated, Leslie. As for The G'father, I think I've seen maybe ONE of them and then only because dh made me. Dh has seen them all many times and he and his family can do a mean impersonation, being descendents of B'klyn Italian immigrants. +++++++++++++++++++ Maura

05-10-2006, 05:07 AM	#10 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,945	I must be lucky then! Never even heard of The Warriors! +++++++++++++ Maura

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05-09-2006, 06:26 PM	#6 (permalink)
BC-Maura Board Coordinator Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 12,945	Hi Julie: Ok, let's say you O tomorrow or Thursday... then today's BMS could have done the trick ... and if you O Friday, then maybe dh will be back in time (either Friday or Saturday, within the time that the egg is still hanging around). So, don't give up! Things just might work out ok this month despite dh's traveling. Best of luck and keep us posted++++++++++ Maura p.s. Can you believe I've never seen the Sopranos?!